| I'm exhausted, 3 months of working in A&E has really taken it's toll - you basically live for the day whilst working in A&E and I will be glad once it's over. I was received a letter in my pigeon hole yesterday which comprised a card of thanks from a patient and his wife who I saw a few weeks ago, they thanked all the staff who looked after the patient - and although there were no specific names mentioned in this card, it's these gestures which remind me why I did medicine. It reminded me I was there to help and make people feel better. I was never in the job to be thanked but when you are it really means a lot. It feels life has come to a stall over the last few months, seeing so many people move on with their lives, I question if all this is worth it. Off to Morocco next week, definitely need some time to chill and look ahead. |
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Amazing - Northern Lights on the last night of our trip 
Arrival, Lapland ![IMG_2174 [Desktop Resolution]](http://x55.xanga.com/87ff2b1449635238044981/z188197368.jpg)
Ice Hotel, Sweden |
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| It's been so long since I last updated. There's so much I want to write and say but some things hold me back. 2009 has been an eventful one - with highs and lows, more recently some big lows. The coming few months will prove to be challenging - I really need gather myself together and get on with everything. ![IMG_4484 [Desktop Resolution]](http://xba.xanga.com/b1ef7142c9d37236968645/z187267795.jpg)
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Lisbon/Porto 2009 Update soon. |
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